I found this on someone else's journal and it really describes me to the T
Drug addiction is a disease in which there are three elements
Loss of control (also called compulsive use) of a drug – the person uses more than intended, is unsuccessful in attempts to cut down, etc.
Continuation despite significant adverse consequences – disease or injury, job loss, relationship difficulties, arrest, etc.
Preoccupation or obsession – over obtaining, using, and recovering from the effects of the drug.
Well now i know and it will not get me again...I'm a smart guy and i deal with huge things and huge problems everyday at work , so i should be able to take care of this ...no problem....
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