"Missed" Miscarraige

Ok, so if anyone has been watching my posts, i was afraid i was pregnant with my Mirena IUD. Well, Tuesday night i started bleeding, heavily. Not like a normal period, as i dont have one, and it was very, um, clumpy. I called my doc early Wednesday morning and he told me to come in right away. they did a blood test and he said that my HCG levels were slightly elevated so he took me in for a sono. With the IUD it thins the lining in my uterus. well, it worked really well on me. he could see where the egg tried to implant, but my uteran lining could not support it. so, technically i miscarried. He said I should only have a little cramping and bleeding for the next few days and it should be over. I am kinda torn with the whole thing. I want another baby so bad, but i know it is not the right time. On the other hand, i am going to have to wonder who this baby would have become. How he/she would have changed my life. I guess God knows what he is doing and agrees that i need to wait a bit longer. Thanks to anyone who commented on my posts.