8-25-08

12:40AM going to bed (trying) now.  I am truly sorry if i offended anyone with my past remarks regarding my background.  I have modified my information as means of humbling myself.  I would like to be accepted here, for i consider myself an extremely acceptive person.  There were some pretty mean comments that turned me off a lot.  Not the way to treat a person in my position new to place like this.  I was not trying to sound better than anyone, i just am not used to places like this.  I hope everyone understands, and in the future if i decide to remain here, if you don't like something about me, just email me or p.m. me.  i honestly did not even know that the journals were public.  i thought it was for private thought.  i was just venting.  So again, i am sorry, and email me or something and i will send you a private letter of apology.  I am going to wake up in 3 or 4 hours, drink a red bull, and run for 2 miles, swim a few laps in my pool, and then do some cardio to keep my muscles limber for the impending pain.  I have weaned off my last 80, and still have about 15mg saved for tomorrow along with 1 clonazepam to keep things a little smoother.  I am building a house as well tomorrow, so I am doingf everything i can to keep my mind and body busy.  Hey, on an egoistic note, I am a super cool guy and pretty witty, so message me about anything and we can talk about it.  Im a great talker.  I used to get in trouble  for it all the time in school.  Man I hope this is not as hard as it might be and has been in the past.  Well, my eyes are crossing and shutting and i am tired and fading out, so it is time to retire to my 800 thread count cotton bedsheets on a queen sized tempur pedic mattress.  In my silk pajamas.  NO, I AM TOTALLY JOKING.  i actually do not think i have any of that.  thought i could bring some silver lining to a dark cloud.  Good Night, for i have a long hard few days ahead, wish me luck if any of you think you could forgive me for my being so naive regarding sharing personal financial information.  Once again, i didn't mean to anger people, which i obviously did.  

--rw

I was one of them with some pretty snide remarks and i do apologize.  Sometimes i can get pretty protective of people i guess.

You need to stay on here.  We really are supportive and do like to have fun too!!!!  Sometimes even pretty raw!!!  Noone should have to feel they arent wanted.  We are here for you just like everyone was here for me.  Keep posting as the next few days could be rough and we will be here to help you thru.              sara

Darn, I missed the offensive post (yes, I'm being sarcastic).

I live in the ghetto.  We usually get satin sheets and silk jamies by holding up rich folks  = P

If you want a good laugh, I'll post a copy of my bank account.

Sadly, I'm not joking  = (

OK...RW...we all have a great sense of humor...so realize that we are now just playing...


I am ROTFLMAO at wolfie! I just want to note I don't sleep on satin sheets b/c I'm so clumsy I fall out of the bed! :) I'm saying this in my ripped up torn up not even PJ's...just what I sleep in!

RW ..you can get clean...we are here for you no matter what!!

JoAnn

You all are so funny! 800 counts sheets...dont i wish! I sleep on my couch!! LOL!!!
Welcome to the forum BTW...keep posting. It really will help you so much! Good luck to you!

who has a bank account??!!!!!  

Hope today is going well for you.           sara