Not feeling very well; but, will be. :-)

Well yesterday I think I have overdone it as usual.  No big deal.  I'm trying to get it together to get some more work done today.  Just cooking down some chicken for my husband and my Lady.   Lady's internal specialist called today with very poor liver function bld test results.  No surprise.  Her biopsy is this Friday. Other than the 24 hours of being sick and vomiting 3 times she looks and acts as healthy as a puppy.  I'm hoping and praying it not Liver cancer.

My husband has been off work for over 3 weeks now and is still sick and STILL will NOT go to the doctor.  I feel so bad for him and worry about him; but, I'm getting very upset with the fact that he will not go to get checked.  Meanwhile he is very cranky.  

My father is retiring soon and we have planned a party on him here at our house.  Mean while everyone is sick.  I'm starting to feel pulled apart.  My mother is angry with me because I can't go to her house (an hour away) to help with whatever.  Trying to get everything taken care of myself (in which is a lot) is wearing me down so bad.  Sorry I guess I'm just whining/ venting.  Amazingly I don't feel stressed but I must be (and just don't know it as my doctor would say) or I probably would not be typing this all out LOL.  

I feel more tired than anything, my body is aching and my heart rate is either flying high or falling.  Mainly running high now.  Chest feels sore like it's bruised, and stupid palps and stabbing pains don't help.  My headache at least matches the beat in my chest to a tee.  LOL  My cheeks are actually freckled red, veins are swollon.  My shadows are back (floaters) and I just feel like s^*t.  

O Well time to stop whining and try to get back to work.  Tomorrow is going to be just relaxing with my Lady no matter WHAT.  My day to lay around for once.  If that's possible.  LOL