Ok, so this is what I've got so far.  5DPO

Oh, I forgot to ad, that lastnight I got a sharp shooting pain in my left breast ( which I remember getting when I was on Fertility meds) Don't know, maybe it's something or maybe nothing. I have not told DH any of this, I don't want ot get his hopes up.

Ok, so here is some more. All this talk about temps got me thinking, so I have been watching mine todya and it is staying around 98.4 and usualy is 97.9??? Also I checked my cervix it it seems kinda high and funny shaped, compared to what I remember when I used to chart.

Weellll as far as temps go the RE told me that temps throughout the day have really nothing to do with anything. So don't think that matters much, I too have been still having pain on my (left) side, so hopefully it is a good sign. I think 5dpo is kinda early and alot of times we do build ourselves up so much our mind starts tricking us, but this month we WILL get our BFP's. So it's not dirty little mind games!

I know it's early . I have been reading alot though and just thought maybe....But you are right. I'm building ,myself up, but I CAN'T HELP IT!!!! I'm already going nuts, and I ususaly handle TTW pretty well when I do IVF. I guess TTC Naturaly is just harder for me....LOL

I know what you mean when we found out we were pg last year, I thought I was 3DPO. I had a negative the month b4 and had a short af. chalked it up to stress, well started having some weird dull aching cramps after what i thought was O. 3 days later I went to the Doc. thinking I had a bladder infection. Well my urine was fine and she said could you be pg, I said no I should just b 3dpo, ( I was just calander counting no OPK) its too early to tell anyways, she said well that is text book and not all babies were text book, there it was my BFP, Unfortunatly I got really excited and told EVERYONE! And I put on the back burner that dull ache that drove me to the doc,. in the first place. well after a few more days we had our beta scheduled and it was only 72. (mon.) Wed. down to 30 :( So we never really knew with ultrasound how far it really was, since my beta was so low doc said really Early pg???? Well how early, so I always think ok was I that early or was it late implantaion the month b4? Wouldn't my beta have been higher if I was near 8 wks? IDK I always think maybe I am that hormonal, even though I know the biology of it. Still my mind wonders!

Also I keep telling myself my little pains in my hip is from the torture I had to enduer from my RE this past weekend who couldn't find my cervix! I kid you not Sat. was torture in itself, but SUNDAY! woowee he ordered a special speculum, he wouldn't even let me see it! He said I hate to do this to you since you've never delivered vaginally I said well how big is it?????? Anyways he finally got the job done! LOL My poor DH was in shock LOL, I think he thinks it will never be the same (hehe)

I know what you mean....My last pregnancy I had IVF in May and my BETA came back neg but I had signs, and 2 weeks later when the signs didn't go away I POAS and got BFP. Well the same day they did BW and said my number was 130 and not good. Then they told me the reason why they said BFN the first test was because it was only 2.6. So, I wonder the same thing, late implantation???? They said it was ectopic, but never could prove that. At first my numbers were doubling like they were suposped to then all of the sudden dropped. But every U/S they could never find anything. I never had pain and the bleeding was light.  I lost the baby in June and it lasted 2 weeks from the first BFP, so where was that baby????? I wish we had Angels come tell us like Mary and Joeseph did....LOL Where is my Angel???

OH man, I'm so sorry to hear that. It must have been tourture!!!! I would have cried, or tried to run....LOL