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End of day 4... wow, what a difference!!

Aug 10, 2008 10:23PM - 1 comments
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Addiction

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Narcotic addiction

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withdrawals

Today, I feel one million times better!!

I woke up upset that I would feel bad again... esp because I didn't sleep well yesterday at all!  Pleasantly surprised that I feel like a whole new person!!

We took my son to the fair and spent some quality time with friends, usually I would be planning on when and where I would take my pills... but today it felt so nice to just be me again and me without pills is much happier!!

Thank you to everyone for your support- I know I still have to fight to stay clean, my wd symptoms are subsided but I definately still have the craving. Hopefully that goes away soon.

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by joann1975, Aug 10, 2008 11:06PM
I just typed a whole comment and it didn't go through! LOL

I am glad to hear you are feeling better! I knew getting out and going somewhere would really help take your mind off of things! It is so nice to leave the house w/o your "ball & chain best friend the pills" LOL. I remember not even being able to ride w/my husband to the corner store w/o my purse in the even we went somewhere else and I needed my pills.

You are doing a wonderful job and I'm so proud of you...and I am sure your family is as well. They probably enjoy having you back! You are winning the battle but don't forget you can never let your guard down for a second!

Hugs,
JoAnn

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