Aug 04, 2008 10:05AM
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Well today is my birthday. I'm 28. I've been stressing over my birthday because time seems to be flying by. I can remember like it was yesterday turning 21, which I couldn't wait to do. Now, I'm quickly approaching 30 and wish time would stand still a few years. I had my 10 year class reunion this past weekend and it was very depressing. All of my classmates seemed to all be married (which that's no problem, I am), but then they all have at least 2 kids already and a lot working on #3. And here I am still trying to have my first. I know we are all on God's time schedule. But, I am the first person to admit I'm impatient. The upside to all of this is I got my HCG trigger shot Friday and I'm 2DPO today. DH and I have been bding since CD9, so we have covered all the bases. I feel this is our month. I know we've spent a ton on medical bills and especially this month for so many u/s to track this cycle...but children are priceless. And we will pay whatever we have to pay, get poked and prodded as much as I have to in order to hold my precious baby. Well, now that I've vented and gotten a little teary eyed, I guess I'll go and enjoy my birthday...off work and dinner with the family!