posative

im still in a posative mood

The less of those tabs i take the less short temered i seem to be. I a bit nervey and not very able to deal with divas in work.Difficult b/c my industry is full of them. Confided in a work collegue yesterday and shes been a great help watching my back. steppin in every time i seem a bit too edgey. Feel a bit guilty because she has a whole world of troubles of her own. Gonna do something really nice for her when i get through this.
I decided to step up my taper this weekend a little . B/c the wds are not THAT bad. Its amazing how much of this stuff is just in your head ...

Reading everyones posts and journal entrys have been a God send . I recon if im gonna be thinking and craving these pills all day and nite I might as well turn it into a posative thing. ive been on the site for 5 1/2 hours now just browsing slowly building my confidence stumbling across more and more words of insporation and wisdom