Im getting ugly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My problem is that I think I'm getting disformed!!!!! I need help I've tried committing suicide!!! Is it posible for an ordinary looking person to slowly  get disformed?  if so what disease do I have and can it be cured ? MY Anatomy my head is mis shapened now,  I think from one side my head is flat and from the other side it is looking like it soon will touch the celling!!!! help Im geting uglyer by the day . I wasnt deformed before . Also this all started when I got a horrible pain on the left side of my head,soon after I started getting pains all the time and I noticed my arm, leg ,foot ,and  breast get bigger and look bolbus when ever I was in pain.Also I've noticed since that horrible painful  day that my face and eye look like there falling off .  Doctor help please diagnos me and fast because IM getting uglyer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!