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For our angel baby, Kayln

Jun 08, 2008 05:38PM - 6 comments


                           For our beautiful baby Kayln
                               Born stillon Dec.17, 2007

An Angel wrote in the book of life, My baby's date of birth, Then whispered as she closed the book, "Too beautiful for Earth". '

                            
  The world may never notice If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom, Or even pause to wonder If the petals fall too soon. But every life that ever forms, Or ever comes to be, Touches the world in some small way For all eternity. The little one we long for Was swiftly here and gone. But the love that was then planted Is a light that still shines on. And though our arms are empty, Our hearts know what to do. Every beating of our hearts Says that we love you.

No one remembers,
I cannot say why
Only thing I keep thinking
Is that nobody tried

You were mine, only mine
No one knew you like me
I don't know why He couldn't
Just let you be

We shared so much
In our short time together,
And the time that we shared
Has made memories forever

So much I learned,
So much I lost -
Everything turned, toppled
And tossed

Butterfly flutters, then turns
And kicks . . .
Then, that sad day . . .
Was my mind playing tricks?

No cry, no movement,
not even a Breath . . .
As you lay on my tummy -
Perfect even in death

When I think of you now
At the age you would be,
A beautiful "big girl"
Is the child I see

My daughter you were,
My daughter you'll always be
And One -
That is us;
You and Me

Kayln,
Mommy & Daddy love you very much! We think about you everyday, miss you everyday, long for the day we will all be together again! I know Jesus is walking down this broken road with us, all we have to do is take His hand, and He will lead us right to you! And you will know i'm your mommy, because my heartbeat will be so familiar to you. And we will take you in our arms, and hold you tightly as we kiss you and love you forever and ever! Until then, we will sit by your grave, and tell you how much we love you and how much we wish you could be here with us! We will cry, and ask over and over why this had to happen to you!

Your face was just so beautiful
and you were still so warm,
A precious little angel
during my darkest storm,
I got to hug and kiss you
for most of the day,
Although it wasn't long enough,
I wanted you to stay.


And then we had to bury you
in that tiny casket,
When I should've been bringing
you home in a baby basket,
It broke my heart to leave you there,
in that little grave,
But I know you're my good little girl
and that you'd be brave.


I go to the cemetery
almost every day,
I sit there by your grave
and I always pray,
I ask God to help me through this,
and show me a sign of hope,
I ask God to please just help me cope.


I Miss you more
than words can say,
I have a hole in my heart,
I wish the day had never come,
That we had to be apart.


Just remember, Mommy loves you
and I always will,
And the short time I had you
was my biggest thrill,
So sleep well my baby Kayln
until I come join you,
I'll hug you for eternity
and I'll kiss you too.

Our love for you will never lessen, you are our sweet baby girl! You are the most perfect baby, you just look like a sleeping angel. You are alive, and you are living in our hearts! We love you and miss you sooo much! I know every time we cry for you, and Angel in Heaven kisses your sweet face. I promise you, we will be together again! Until then, you have the picture of mommy & daddy with you in your little casket and we are with you! We love you angel, now and always!!!


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by dnikki0928, Jun 08, 2008 06:02PM
That is so beautiful, as I'm sitting here bawling...
Your words, everyhthing has so much thought and love behind them.
I'm sure your little girl has heard every word and is smiling down and is so proud of her mommy :).
Take care and God Bless....

Hugs :)
Nikki

by rezmommy, Jun 08, 2008 06:23PM
Hi,
I hope you know what a strong woman you are.  You and I have both lived every woman's nightmare.  My baby girl was stillborn March 20, 2003.  That heartache never goes away, but try to talk about her and remember her.  I hope you are okay.
Take care,
Melanie

by Juana824, Jun 08, 2008 08:14PM
God bless you!

by Kimmy9093, Jun 09, 2008 01:50PM
That was one of the most moving poems I've ever read!! WOW! That could be published!

You are so very strong for sharing that & being on this site. I'm not sure I could do the same.

My prayers are with you and your DH.
Kim

by Keyan, Jun 14, 2008 07:44PM
I just want you to know that eventhough I don't really know you, by your brave words I can say that I admire you! How I wish I had a bit of your energy. I am sure that when you and Kayln reunite, she'll say how proud she is of you. I bet she is by Jesus side looking down to earth listening to your kind words. God bless you.

by lizzy7x, Jul 31, 2008 02:32PM
My heart goes out to you. I know how you feel I just lost my little girl and all I am trying to do is find the light of day. I can see you're very strong, I only pray I can be just as strong.

Take care and May God Bless you.

liz

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